If life is a journey,
I want you to be my companion.
If life is a game,
I want you to be my team.
If it is a lesson,
I want you to be my ink, my partner, my teacher.
If life goes on,
I want you to stand by.
If there's another life,
I want you to return with me...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Seventeen Missed Calls
The house of full of smells; of pickles, saffron, spicy curries, fresh marigolds, henna, raw turmeric… Everyone is dressed well and bustling about, busy with their own things, Everyone is in a hurry. The only person who isn’t dressed well, or bustling, or busy or in a hurry or even interested is supposedly the most important person of the event.
She cannot move, there she is, sitting near the window, an orange-ish lazy afternoon highlights the browns of her hair. The mehendi-wali keeps doing her job, carefully creating intriguing and delicate designs on her unassuming hand, the other one rests at the window sill as if heavy with the dark brown intricate, pretty snakes which are now dry. She keeps staring outside the window without registering, when a sparrow flies out of nowhere on a branch, holding a twig.
Every now and then her mom or one of her aunts keep coming to her and asking her if she needed anything. She denies all the time. They keep kissing her cheek; and when that happens she shuts her eyes tight and an eyebrow goes up. But when she faces them, she smiles and turns her face towards the window again. The sparrow has gathered enough twigs and kindling, yet she keeps at it. Flying away again after arranging the newest twig on the clump, only to return with a blade of dry grass or weed.
There is a plate full of delicious sweets, munches and glass of lemonade besides her. To her right is her cell phone, it says “17 Missed Calls”. She knows who they are from. The screen comes to life every now and then flashing only one name. Its weird, she thinks, the name which never failed to bring a smile to her face only drops a small lump in her stomach and engulfs her beating heart into oblivion. Only the number of Missed Calls keeps increasing. Her eyes start itching, “Not again”, she moans softly to herself. Then, without wasting another thought to that, she tries making amends in the mehendi being applied, changing a leaf or curving a flower petal.
After sometime, the sparrow stops flying out of the clump that is now a nest. The sun is about to set, a pink gold hue sprays the sky and reflects on the tree tops. Only for a moment, nature flashes an exotic scene of beauty and completeness. And, then, without another warning, disappears behind a navy sky… then rapidly, shades keep darkening, and as if someone has spilled ink, it’s inky black. For a few seconds, there is nothing- only loss and regret. As if someone is pulling a string of her heart out, she feels a numb pain in her bosom. Just as her eyes start itching again, stars peep out and twinkle a brilliant pallet of red, silver, blue. Her eyes moisten, a quiescent silver but there is a smile on her lips, her eyes smile too.
The door bell rings, there are loud heys, hellos and hugs. There is a loud chatter and a girl of her own age appears in front of her. Both smile at each other. They hug and have tears in their eyes. Just as she is letting go, her best friend whispers into her ear, “It’s a right decision. You will move on”. And she knows, she will.
She cannot move, there she is, sitting near the window, an orange-ish lazy afternoon highlights the browns of her hair. The mehendi-wali keeps doing her job, carefully creating intriguing and delicate designs on her unassuming hand, the other one rests at the window sill as if heavy with the dark brown intricate, pretty snakes which are now dry. She keeps staring outside the window without registering, when a sparrow flies out of nowhere on a branch, holding a twig.
Every now and then her mom or one of her aunts keep coming to her and asking her if she needed anything. She denies all the time. They keep kissing her cheek; and when that happens she shuts her eyes tight and an eyebrow goes up. But when she faces them, she smiles and turns her face towards the window again. The sparrow has gathered enough twigs and kindling, yet she keeps at it. Flying away again after arranging the newest twig on the clump, only to return with a blade of dry grass or weed.
There is a plate full of delicious sweets, munches and glass of lemonade besides her. To her right is her cell phone, it says “17 Missed Calls”. She knows who they are from. The screen comes to life every now and then flashing only one name. Its weird, she thinks, the name which never failed to bring a smile to her face only drops a small lump in her stomach and engulfs her beating heart into oblivion. Only the number of Missed Calls keeps increasing. Her eyes start itching, “Not again”, she moans softly to herself. Then, without wasting another thought to that, she tries making amends in the mehendi being applied, changing a leaf or curving a flower petal.
After sometime, the sparrow stops flying out of the clump that is now a nest. The sun is about to set, a pink gold hue sprays the sky and reflects on the tree tops. Only for a moment, nature flashes an exotic scene of beauty and completeness. And, then, without another warning, disappears behind a navy sky… then rapidly, shades keep darkening, and as if someone has spilled ink, it’s inky black. For a few seconds, there is nothing- only loss and regret. As if someone is pulling a string of her heart out, she feels a numb pain in her bosom. Just as her eyes start itching again, stars peep out and twinkle a brilliant pallet of red, silver, blue. Her eyes moisten, a quiescent silver but there is a smile on her lips, her eyes smile too.
The door bell rings, there are loud heys, hellos and hugs. There is a loud chatter and a girl of her own age appears in front of her. Both smile at each other. They hug and have tears in their eyes. Just as she is letting go, her best friend whispers into her ear, “It’s a right decision. You will move on”. And she knows, she will.
At Every Step
At every step there is a turn,
Every road has a bend.
Every shrub has a different root,
Every leaf is a different green.
With every night a different moon
Shines against the inky sky,
Each morning brings a different sun
Spraying different reds and golds.
Each season has its own song,
Sometimes chilly, sometimes warm.
Everyday a different hue,
Paints the canvas of life.
Everyday I mould myself,
Discovering, learning, remoulding,
For better or for worse I still tread along,
Changing, at every turn and every bend.
Every road has a bend.
Every shrub has a different root,
Every leaf is a different green.
With every night a different moon
Shines against the inky sky,
Each morning brings a different sun
Spraying different reds and golds.
Each season has its own song,
Sometimes chilly, sometimes warm.
Everyday a different hue,
Paints the canvas of life.
Everyday I mould myself,
Discovering, learning, remoulding,
For better or for worse I still tread along,
Changing, at every turn and every bend.
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